"Lexington Biff Waddlesworth VII" made me cackle from a healthy place. THAT was funty. Now... do those boots come in women's? Not that I could afford them but a gal sure can dream.
P.S. Love your Tumblr! I reblog you a bit, especially your shoe choices on MustLuvvShoes tumblr
These are the closest thing they have and thanks. I’m glad that you like the Tumblr. I often wonder if people dig it because I don’t get many questions.
It annoys the hot fuck out of me when I try and speak on situations to my family and in soooooooooome way they make it about them. I just wanna say fuck your problems, listen to what I gotta say right quick.
feeling left out, being patronized or having people hold me to things that they themselves are incapable of … I try my HARDEST not to be vindictive but I’ve got a few folks in my crosshairs. Let’s just say this, come Friday, if I don’t hear from certain people, there will be MAJOR cut offs made. Once I burn bridges them joints don’t resurrect.
So last night me and my brother hung out, for the first time ever. It’s been about 10 years and much growth since we’ve seen each other or even been around each other for an extended period of time. A lil while back, my brother hit me up and we got to talking and basically hashed out everything that had gone wrong in prior years. It was cool but me being me, I hold grudges and I hold them for a long time. I know it’s not right but I’m working on it. So I had a photo shoot scheduled for yesterday and my brother came up to model in the shoot. He busted his butt to get up here and prove to me that familial bonds transcend distance and that he was indeed my big brother, there to hold me down whenever I needed.
It was a new feeling for me, new experience. I know men don’t really talk about emotions and feelings but whatever, I hope this will help someone. I resented my brother for a long time and even once we buried the hatchet I held grudges because I wanted to be justified. I came to the realization recently that I can either spend my whole life making my family prove their love to me or simply accept people where they are and for who they are trying to be in the present. I’d like to say to anyone experiencing family difficulties, that often times being the bigger person or being forgiving blows, it’s not fun and it’s not as gratifying as being a mean lil brat about things. Being bratty and vengeful is stupid though, it poisons you and prevents someone who wants to make amends from being seen in the true light of their intentions. Give up the hurt, the resentment and the past and move forward. Communicate, speak on it, do something to help the process and keep the process of healing moving. It’s so much better on the other side.
So today was to be my first photo shoot … it rained all morning and you guessed it, I had to postpone the shoot. I pretty much ran the gambit of emotion but the folks on my team came through and made it a pretty good day after all. My brother is in town too and we’re supposed to get up, it’s approaching 10pm though and I’ve gotta work in the AM. We’ll see how this goes. Today has shown me that people believe in my talent and my skill and that my emotional wellness is in need of some serious tweaking. My Pastor spoke this morning on Wellness, spiritual, physical and mental. Suffice it to say, all areas I can use some work in and I know what I have to do.
I’m pretty drained so I hope my brother hurries up and get this thing going … I need to re-charge.