I know on the grind to get your dreams you’ve gotta work hard but got damn it !!! I want some f’in money and I want it now. I’m tired of struggling, I’m tired of grinding for minimal shit. I want to be balling and doing dumb shit with excessive amounts of cash. I wanna be rude and outrageous for no reason in some Gareth Pugh and Lanvin.
Aiight, I know that it’s not really that deep and things aren’t that bad but sheesh. Lil stuff I can’t do for me that I want because I’m pouring into my vision/dream. I guess I’ll have to put me on the back burner yet again. Please tell me this ish gets rewarding at some point and not just a good feeling.
Where all these disgruntled females on Twitter and Tumblr meet dudes because they’re so unhappy, troubled, sad, angry and a whole lot more. It’s good dudes out here, myself included, ya’ll just love that drama. That’s my two cents.
I nailed down a place for my photo shoot for my website and it was free. I don’t want to reveal it yet, but it’s a pretty cool spot and it’s hidden. I found out today that if you never open your mouth and ask, you will miss out on some great opportunities. This website/personal styling venture has been a rocky one and a long one but I’ve learned so much and become linked up with some great people. I’m used to going things alone because I’m an intense control freak and most times people disappoint me. Thus far, my team has been stellar from the models to the web designer to the photographer to my right hand homies. I couldn’t have done this without any of them, they’ve made my vision burn like a super nova. August 15th it all comes together … that’s gonna be a day I’ll never forget.